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I have been feeling really down lately. Enough that people have noticed.

I don't know if it is what is going on with this apartment - we file a lawsuit against the management company on Monday.

I don't know if it is what is going on with the current apartment - There is a good chance we won't get it because of what the people at this apartment did.

I don't know if it my mom's health - she is pretty sick. She is just one bad blood test away from needing blood transfusions.

I don't know if it is the diet - I felt so bad last night I ate some pasta and have been sick ever since.

I don't know if it is the weather - It snowed on Tuesday and is supposed to snow again today. Have I mentioned how much I hate snow? I usually get the seasonal blahs, but this is different.

I don't know if it is the kids - Christian is acting like a parent, Ethan is acting like a baby and Alex is acting like his normal jerky self.

I don't know if it is school - We go along great and then - BAM! We hit a wall.

I don't know what it is but I swear if it doesn't change, I am not getting out of bed. Ever.